Aydin, Istanbul, Turkey

circa 2018

Polyester, cotton, and foam

25”x42”

If you knew you were leaving home indefinitely, what object would you bring with you?

For me, it’s my prayer mat, also known as a Sajada. It makes any place feel like home.

2018, Philadelphia: I was an undecisive 17-year-old, unsure of where life would take me. This prayer mat’s cushion became a source of comfort as I navigated my way through high school.

2019, Jeddah: After graduation, a visit to Saudi Arabia turns to hell as I zigzag between my American and Arabian identity. The Sajada served as a source of acceptance and stability.

2021, Istanbul: A deserted college campus, mutters of Turkish outside the door and the meows of cats outside the window. How did I get here? What comes next? The Sajada gave me peace by reminding me that life is a journey, and everything will be okay.

2022, Philadelphia: I’m back home now. Attending my dream school and finally in a place of stability. And to this day, like an old friend, I return to it.

Regardless of the trouble I was going through, the Sajada was the place where I found my solution.